I'm Sorry.

Today I blame the “whole world” again for my repeating mistake. I always thought everyone is blaming me but the very truth is myself, who blame and pointing back to everyone. I always drop to the situation that I will lost my mind and started to blame other people rather than thinking back is it my mistake? Really it’s my fault “again”. I’ve try but not my best perhaps. This time the blade really goes through my shield of endurance. I try to understand what I need to do to comfort/satisfied everyone. Is it still not enough? Did my journey still a long way to go? Stupid question… everyone got different past and is it not easy for me to change myself to a better attitude person today. I know God won’t help me to reveal it to everyone how I do it…its equal… but really I want them to know, I never purposely do the mistake. Sometimes “sorry” it’s just not enough. Never thought of this would happen… it’s not an easy journey for me to upgrade my self. Forgive me…

p.s. This is regarding my working situation no readers is been related in this blog.